Saturday, April 07, 2007

old school favourites

i have watched it thrice and read the novel once. i know the ending. i can remember the key parts. there is limited excitement in watching it but somehow it just drew me in front of the television. i just watched a walk to remember. a simple yet beautiful story.

a story about discoveries, knowing the true you beneath the skin. you have always been acting behind the shadows of others. living a life that does not belong to you. you feel corrupted. often, you are out of breath from the dirt in the city. when is it the time for you to step out and live for yourself? until one day, someone comes along and pulls you out. does not discriminate you for being who you truly are. finally, a someone who listens to your inner feelings.

why are you running away? it does not solve any problems. face it but sadly, i say dont pin much hope. i am starting to hate the word 'hope'. it gives me nothing except emptiness. bigger hopes brings about greater disappointment. is it really time for me to stop hoping for anything? i hate the negative energy that is building within me right at this moment. i want to get rid of it!

nothing seems bright and cheerful for me today. it sucks when i cannot feel the sun on a day like this. what is it hiding from? i am sick of it! how i wish you were in singapore now.

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